Healed

I never wanted to get married.  I said so myself as a very young traumatized child.  My grandmothers backed this up with their divorces  all of their warnings against marriage.  I never dated anyone I would ever marry.  Now that I am open to marriage, I know I will not rekindle romances with anyone I ever dated previously.  

I pray my exes have all healed and become better men in healthy relationships.  I accepted men at their worst, probably because I had to see my parents at their worst.  Now Belle is here to prevent me from being alone making additional mistakes in relationships.  I will not see men at their worst again.